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25/08/2008 family party~ 在2007年9月以前，其实我根本就不知道有linda mou这样一个女强人，也未曾料到对我进行interview的她竟然会在当时被我当成hr，呵呵，想想蛮有趣~
偶尔会有一种落寞和孤寂感，毕竟，当时的我，对于nwt的一切都是那么地陌生，除了两个女生，所有的人，都是我不认识，也不认识我的。是linda，在那个时候拉我到身边，用那种让我近乎可以称做“慈爱”的眼神看着我，笑盈盈地说：Bobbi，不用害怕，以后在这里，有我罩你。。。”让我有了温暖和受保护的感觉，让我有了不辜负她的信念。。。
而让我意外的，是10月初，她resign了。为了她的理想，她选择去做一家银行私人银行的svp~ 于是，清烟，成了个没有“亲人”的孩子~
然而，linda是真正的女强人，我的无助和坚韧她早就记在心上，不是吗？她走了，但是留下了很多珍贵的东西让我们去回忆，也留下了很多在日后得到应验的话语。。。
2008年8月24日，北京奥运会闭幕的日子，受邀去linda家参加个原以为会很大型的family party，可惜由于到场的加上linda小小的女儿和她本人也只有八个人而使这个party变成了小型~
一个单身快十年的女人，把四个月大的女儿带到了现在亭亭玉立的十岁，为女儿和自己添置了一套很不错的flat和一部代步的车。。。
这样一个纤弱的女子，这样一个坚韧的女子，同样，也是这样一个永远让我看到她大声笑的女子。实在是有说不出的感慨~
闭幕式很一般，但是会让我很难忘，因为陪我看的，是这样一个给了我另外一个方向的女子——make me go into nwt instead of ph or ggw；是这样一个值得尊敬的女子——optimistically face to the cruel life and positively influence her daughter~
Wish you everything gone smoothly, dear Linda~ 23/08/2008 just smile towards them~ 连续三天，听到J对于某件晋升事件中的不公平现象的不满，作为倾听者，能够体会其失落和内心愤怒的自然情绪~ 然而听多了，不免有些厌 烦——人，何必和自己过不去呢？是的，每一天，每一分，都有一些不公和不解的事突然发生，当其发生的时候，我们能做些什么呢？如果你无法改变现状，那么为何不去改善或去转换角度呢？当第N次听到她重复地纠结在某事的前因后果和自己的不平时，我选择了放弃安慰或是开导。。。清烟向来不会因为听闻的故事而去妄自推断或评论故事主人公的是与非~ 每一个表述者，在表达个人愤慨的时候永远都是偏向于自己的，如果没有亲眼看到或是真实了解，我没有资格去评论或猜测任何，何况与己无关的事情，清烟是懒得去八卦的。。。总有人会走得比自己快，他走的捷径是黑是白其实并不重要，看你如何去面对了。开辟属于自己白道，抵抗和漠视黑的诱惑，不是吗？何必和自己过不去呢。 呵呵。
晚上受托陪steven去见一个历史遗留问题留下的客人~ 面对她的漠然和无理，我以尤其的冷静和淡定把最关键的东西强调了。门关上的时候，我们清晰地听到她说的那些。。。
其实，于她，我真很能明白她为什么那么难以沟通，只是这样的方式，未免过于极端。当一个人犯下一些错然后丢给后来者去弥补的时候，后来者往往只能遭受委屈。然而，任何的错误，都是双方面的，如果她能意识到她自己也是有错的，那么，我和steven就能够真正尽力去为她做些什么了。。。
的士上，我们共同发出了一声感慨，无法沟通的客人，nature的问题，但是，真的，实在是可惜了。
想起午餐时我们5位同事的共同话题和感慨，我不禁为这位前者叹息——当他离开以后，除了客人的咒骂，除了后来者们的烦恼和对他的埋怨，几乎再也没有人会提到他好的地方了。。。
steven向老板汇报情况的时候，一句“其他没什么，就是让bobby受委屈了。。。”让我心下一热：当你用感恩的心去看待一切的时候，你会发现别人的好，也会感谢别人对你的帮助~ 因为我们是同一类人，所以，当老板突然让我陪同并交付大任的时候，我愿意去做这样一件事情；因为，他是一个值得我付出的朋友，所以，我愿意do him a favor；因为，我们都是无愧的人，所以，我愿意和他共同处理这样一个annoyed case。。。
毕业两年，aa真的教了很多很多。A good attitude towards life is really very very important!
Tks God! 他为我关上了一道又一道门的同时，却也总是不断适时地开启一扇又一扇窗~ Tks God! 谢谢他眷顾努力但有些傻气的清烟。
I never believe sayings like man can conquer the nature. If once I did, it no longer existed after my 20th birthday. Like Mr Liu told our class, "Everyone regards himself as everything, but actually he is nothing." I am so fine that I can not "fight" againsit quite a lot things. 所以，清烟愿意做自己，生活在一个相对干净，纯洁，没有太多猜忌，疑惑或是不平衡的世界里，而这样的世界，是自己给自己的。世俗，会改变很多人的本质，但是，很多人，会坚持自己最纯真和正直的本质。希冀，清烟可以始终成为后者中的一员！
Speed up, Bobbi.
 ps: 好久不曾有这样的感慨了，想得有点出神。明早有事，晕，还可以睡。。。6个小时。。。我晕。。。我难得的周末。。。  21/08/2008 anniversary~ But for Icey's reminding, I nearly forgot the particularity of today. August 21th, the anniversay of the day I first went into full-time working of AA.
It seems that the situation for my staying in the company room of GGW is far apart me but also close at hand. Time flies. Everything's changing but some of that keeps still or I can say some of that keeps original.
A busy day, an ordinary day, and also, a worthy day.
  14/08/2008 we have a dream~We believe the dream comes true,
everything you tried to do it wasn't easy all the time We never felt like this before but we love it more and more Every day and every night We had joy and we had pain come on let us start again Music is what we're living for We have a dream, music is our life We have a hope, music will survive We'll take the chance, we had it all Have We feel like heroes, we're standing tall
We all had the greatest time, hearts will beat and we feel fine, may I dream my dream with you? Oh I, I was sometimes so alone, couldn't make it on my own But my friends, they're helping me We cried tears and we have fun Lyrics and we're singing our song Judith: Music is what we're living for We have a dream, music is our life We have a hope Music will survive
We'll take our chance We had it all, we feel like heroes We're standing tall We have a dream. music is our life We're standing tall, standing tall, standing tall We have a hope Music will survive We'll take the chance, we had it all Have We feel like heroes, we're standing tall We have a dream, music is our life We have a hope Music will survive We'll take our chance We had it all, we feel like heroes We're standing tall We have a hope
We have a dream~ Wish our olympic dreams would come true~
 06/08/2008 How lovely the "Daisy" is :) Received a bottle of toliet named "daisy" made by "Marc Jocobs" as a gift. How lovely it is! No matter the taste, the appearance or the special flower top is really agree with me. A new favorite purfume for me.
02/08/2008 Everything's changing~ Everything's changing, isn't it?
Getting the announcement of the auto-promotion, I havn't felt any happiness. The repetition of the demands and the supply, the repetition of the mistakes and correction, the repetition of the life and working, the repetition... Yes, this, is, the journey of our life~
Without the repetition, without the changing~
After the confusion, we just accept the repetition of everyday and also, we are used to be accepting the changing~
Kannan will leave for Australia. Whether it will be a right decision for him, I really wish he would have a smooth going~
Knowing the so called truth of sunny's resignation, the only feeling for me should be indifference with a emotional sign~
Ada formally transferred to 800 line today and began her new position of AA with my sincerely bless~
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Yes, everything's changing, and I'm used to them~
With the growth up after my graduation, I learned more and more~ Who knows what will happen tomorrow? No one. So, I still appreciate the guidiance, encouragement, inspiration, supporting or protection from those who cares for me. If I could, I will treat you all as well when you need.
Wish everything would change better and better~
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